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Monday, August 5th, 2002

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Subject:I'm back.
Time:1:43 am.
New journal:


Friday, August 2nd, 2002

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Time:10:23 pm.
Mood:giddy ( Tom! XD Wai!! ).
Before I go ...

Lookee! Tom Riddle is drinking some coffee! XD! Sorry. I found that amusing. Wah ... ;_; I need pictures of him, god damn it. >_<;; I want to see the actor as Tom Marvolo Riddle. :/

Anyways .. I know my head will roll for this ...

Happy Belated Birthday, Lauren!

I'm so sorry I did not mention it earlier. Please accept my sincere apologies, Lauren.

I am going to go off and use uJournal for now. Who knows? I may grow tired of it and eventually return to Livejournal ... but I will continue looking over my friends' journals. I just want a more private journal where I have the freedom to write, without strangers or anyone misunderstanding them or anything ... and I want a fresh start. :P Plus, I like the appearance of my ujournal, so nyeh. I guess I could post art occasionally. Yeah. Well. Sayonara. ^_^ ::waves::

Wait, wait! One more thing!

[ LMAO. ]

This is a humorous little digest of the second Harry Potter book. XD!! I love this ... 'specailly Tom's part.

Okay, there. >_>;;

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Time:9:16 pm.
Good-bye, folks. ::waddles off to her ujournal::

(Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Subject:I keep updating .. o_O;
Time:1:55 pm.
This is a quote from Hagrid in the "Goblet of Fire". I liketh this muchly indeed. See, Hagrid is half giant ( Surprise, surpirse, eh? ) -- his mum was a giant and his dad, a muggle ... I think ... yeah, I think the dad was a Muggle. Giants aren't very appreciated in the wizarding world ...

"Dumbledore was the one who stuck up for me after Dad went. Got me the gamkeeper job ... trusts people, he does. Gives 'em second chances ... tha's what sets him apar' from the other heads, see. He'll accept anyone at Hogwarts, s'long as they've got the talent. Knows people can turn out okay even if their families weren' well, all tha' respectable. But some don' understand that. There's some who'd always hold it against yeh ...there's some who'd even pretend they just had big bones ( instead of being a giant. ) rather than stand up an' say -- I am what I am, an' I'm not ashamed. 'Never be ashamed,' my ol' dad used ter say, 'there's some who'll hold it against you, but they're not worth botherin' with.' An' he was right. I've bin an idiot. I'm not botherin' with her no more, I promise yeh that. Big bones ... I'll give her big bones."

Harry, Ron, and Hermione looked at one another nervously. Harry would have rather taken fifty Blast-Ended Skrewts for a walk than to admit to Hagrid that he had overheard him talking to Madame Maxime, but HAgrid was still talking, apparently unaware that he had said anything odd.

"Yeh know wha', Harry?" he said, looking up from the photograph of his father, his eyes very bright, "when I first met you, you reminded me o' me a bit. Mum an' Dad gone, an' you was feeling like yeh wouldn't fit in at Hogwarts, remember? Not sure yeh were really up to it ... an' now look at yeh, Harry! School Champion!"

He looked at Harry for a moment and said very seriously, "Yeh know what I'd love, Harry? I'd love yeh ter win, I really would. It'd show 'em all ... yeh don' have ter be pureblood ter do it. Yeh don' have ter be ashamed of what yeh are. It'd show Dumbledore's the one who's got it righ', letting anyone in as long as they can do magic. Hpw you doin' with that egg, Harry?"

"Great," said Harry. "Really great."

Hagrid's miserable face broke into a wide, watery smile. "Tha' my boy ... you show 'em, harry, you show 'em. Beat 'em all."

Aww! ::sniffles and uses up a box of Kleenex:: Sorry for typing all of that up ... 'tis my favorite Hagrid moment. ^_^ ::sniff:: I love that whole bit.

Erm ... ahem. Okay. <_<;

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Subject:Aw, damn it!
Time:1:13 pm.
Mood: bored.
I hate finishing a Harry Potter book ( Erm ... particularly the last one. ) because afterwards, you don't have anything else to read! Grrr! >T I've already re-read that Tom Riddle fanfic, too. And most of the fanfics in Azkaban Lair ( 'Tis an archive of Sirius and Remus slash ). Mmm ... I really want to write a fanfic but I don't want to write a fanfic. Wah! >_>;;

I started a uJournal. ::giggle:: ^_^ It's pretty and Tom Riddle-ish. I may make this journal Riddle-ish as well ... yes .. o_o

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Time:9:54 am.
I had almost forgot! I made up these Harry Potter tests last night for my sibs ... XD! No .. I did not make any mistakes in typing up these things ...

First Test, don't cheat!
1. What is Harry Potter's name?
2. What is Ron's hair color?
3. Where are they going to school?
4. What is it called?
5. Who grow up to be Lord Voldemort?
6. What is his name?
7. What is Ron's hair color?
8. What is Harry Potter's name?
9. What's the name of the three-headed diggity-diggity dog-dog?
10. Which Platform they gots to goes to?
11. Who is Sirius Black's boyfriend? ( ^_~ )
12. What is Harry's name?
13. Does Hermione have one or two eyes?

Next test, don't cheat!
1. If Harry had red hair and some freckles, who would he look like?
2. Why does Snape take Potions class?
3. What is a Muggle?
4. What is a Muggle?
5. Who is Nearly Headless Nick?
6. Why is Harry famous?
7. What planet is Zim from?
8. How does Harry become a Powerpuff Girl?
9. What school does Harry go to? Hint: Hogwarts.
10. What is a Muggle?
11. What is Dumbledore's first name?


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Time:9:06 am.
Was going to send an e-mail to someone but ... ::shrugs:: I guess not ... she seems happy. Not going to waste my time bringing her down.

I'm considering creating another weblog and writing in that one instead. I know, I've said I'd do this before and I never leave, really, but paranoia has gotten the best of me and I just don't want certain people to read it. Strangers and all. I may make a friends-only livejournal. Who knows? Anyone have a Livjournal code? ^^;

I have also considered abandoning the Internet -- no, I am not saying this to fish for pity. I have reasons ... first of all, I think I am a burden upon my friends. Secondly, some of them do seem happier without me. I suppose I should be selfless and do them a favor ... aaaagh ... but I like websurfing and I do love my friends, even though they don't seem to return the emotion ... mmm .. there I go, sounding selfish again .. oh, boy . 9_9; See? I've become so paranoid that I can't even express myself right without feeling that someone is misinterpreting me! Waaah, in truth, I would really hate to leave. Not because of the websurfing, though ... I've met many great people via the Internet. I would not like to leave them .. meh ... but they might want me to leave .. gaah ... I need more time to study this year, anyways. ::scratches cheek:: Mmmrph ... -__-;; I could cry but I can't. o_o I should make meself a new screen name ... hold on.

Thursday, August 1st, 2002

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Subject:I'm back from zee dead.
Time:12:17 pm.
Mood: okay.
I can't be online as often now ... you see, AOL messed up our bills and Mum wants me off until she fixes it. I'm onliy on now to report that ... and I wanted to post some surveys. Boy howdy.

I AM: Who I am. But is that good or is that bad? o_o
I THINK: About various things.
I KNOW: That I am paranoid.
I WANT: The fifth Harry Potter book and/or the second Harry Potter movie. Ooooh yeah. *-*;;
I HAVE: Sore arms.
I WISH: That I knew how people really felt about me.
I HATE: Depression. Love. School. Society.
I MISS: Good old days.
I FEAR: Rejection and the heartwrenching pain that comes in the same package of love! Order now, don't delay! Get your soul crushed for only $19.99! Pfft. ¬_¬;;
I HEAR: My Harry Potter Soundtrack.
I SEARCH: For happiness. Love sucks. There are other ways to obtain glee.
I WONDER: Why Media Play said that the fifth Harry Potter book was going to come out this year.
I REGRET: Letting my pessmism get the better of me ...
I LOVE: Tom Riddle. Huuhuu. ^o^ And my friends and family too, I guess. XD!
I ACHE: Inside. I don't know why. o_o
I CARE: For my loved ones. Friends. Family. You know.
I ALWAYS: Get paranoid.
I AM NOT: A booger.
I DANCE: for no one.
I SING: Sometimes.
I CRY: Often.
I FIGHT: My sister with magic wands. XD! that was so fun yesterday.
I WRITE: Dumb crap.
I WIN: The Triwizards Championship! w00t!
I LOSE: In love. As we all do. That's why Cupid has got to die.
I CONFUSE: Myself.
I LISTEN: When my brain's awake.
I NEED: TO finish this letter to Disney. Sorry, Emma ...
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: The misery of others!! Nah, uhm ... The second Potter movie coming out in November.

By the way, I recieved your mail, Amanda! WHEE! You draw Tom Riddle well. o_o Meep! Thanku! ^o^ I LUFF EET! X) What did you want me to draw again? Fleur or Gabrielle?

Tuesday, July 30th, 2002

(2 vomiting robot ---Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Time:10:32 am.
Mood: sore.
Tired ... the party yesterday turned out to be a pool party and Jared didn't even tell us ... ::rubs eyes:: So I just swam in my clothes, which was stupid of me ... XD;; The soaking shirt ( Spiderman! ::wails:: ) weighed me down and afterwards, my shoulders started aching horribly. >_>;; I think I'm gonna sleep some more in a bit.

I have noticed that I never stick to one drawing style; is this bad? I feel like I don't have anything unique ... no signature method in art. x_x;; I go from 'cutesy Pokemon' to 'big-eyed' and to 'Batman-esque' ... craaazy. I have tried to stay on one style but it gets mighty dull afterwards. Nyeh. >_o; Oh well ... ^_^;;

Monday, July 29th, 2002

(Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Time:12:29 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Okay ... I am trying to search for the Bible that's laying around somewhere in the house ... ::sweatdrops:: Eh ... I am attending Caleb's birthday party tonight. His house is definitely going to have one laying around. Mental, they are, I'm telling you. They're those rabid Christains who disapprove of other religions. I wonder what would happen if I ran around screaming, "All hail lord Voldemort!! Ph33r! Wahaha, death to all Muggles, w00t!" o_o;; I'm not obsessive. ::in denial::

If I tell them that I'm Atheist, I will die.

Anyways ... they'll probably slaughter me if I told them why I needed to borrow a Bible ... they think Harry Potter is evil ... mmm ... >_>;; I wanted to write an excerpt from it for my possibly Tom Riddle webshrine. I know, I make too many of those but Tom Riddle sites are almost non-existant. ;_; I w33p.

Sunday, July 28th, 2002

(1 vomiting robot ---Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Subject:::le sigh::
Time:6:42 pm.
Mood:A bad mood..

"Oh Harry, isn't it obvious?" Hermione said despairingly. "He's jealous!"

"Jealous?" Harry said incredulously. "Jealous of what? He wants to make a prat of himself in front of the whole school, does he?"

"Look," said Hermione patiently. "It's always you who gets all the attention, you know it is. I know it's not your fault," she added quickly, seeing Harry open his mouth furiously. "I know you don't ask for it ... but well -- you know, Ron's got all those brothers to compete against at home, and you're his best friend, and you're really famous -- he's always shunted to one side whenever people see you, and he puts up with it, and he never mentions it, but I suppose this is just one time too many..."

- "Goblet of Fire"

I feel like Ron ... :/

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Subject:Tom Riddley goodness! ::squees::
Time:2:55 pm.
I scanned stuff.

[ So Ends The Famous Harry Potter ... ]

This is my rendition of the scene in "Chamber of Secrets" when Harry is dying. Agh, I'm going to get slaughtered by his fans ... I liked this scene ... ^_^;;;

[ Murder.jpg ]

This is the drawing I have been mentioning to everyone. Tom Riddle holding a blade against his father's throat. Yes, I am aware that he used the Killing Curse in the book but I wanted to try something new and I was am on a Tom Riddle run, so why not? ^^;

[ Constricted.jpg ]

Harry looks apprehensive ...

[ Disgusted.jpg ]

XD! I like the face to the right. Sketchy skecthy.

[ Fawkes.jpg ]

Everyone's favorite phoenix: Fawkes. ^_^

[ Pondering.jpg ]

Tom Riddle with his Slytherin scarf. ^_^

[ Profile_voldemort.jpg ]

An attempt at Voldemort ...

[ Sleep.jpg ]

Harry and his godfathers ( ^_~ ).

[ Strange.jpg ]

Eh ... tried to do something ... Harry came out nicely ... Hermione doesn't look like herself and I hardly even tried Ron ...
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I scanned stuff.

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/ends_hp.jpg">[ So Ends The Famous Harry Potter ... ]</a>

This is my rendition of the scene in "Chamber of Secrets" when Harry is dying. Agh, I'm going to get slaughtered by his fans ... I liked this scene ... ^_^;;;

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/murder.jpg">[ Murder.jpg ]</a>

This is the drawing I have been mentioning to everyone. Tom Riddle holding a blade against his father's throat. Yes, I am aware that he used the Killing Curse in the book but I wanted to try something new and I <s>was</s> am on a Tom Riddle run, so why not? ^^;

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/constricted.jpg">[ Constricted.jpg ]</a>

Harry looks apprehensive ...

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/disgusted.jpg">[ Disgusted.jpg ]</a>

XD! I like the face to the right. Sketchy skecthy.

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/fawkes.jpg">[ Fawkes.jpg ]</a>

Everyone's favorite phoenix: Fawkes. ^_^

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/pondering.jpg">[ Pondering.jpg ]</a>

Tom Riddle with his Slytherin scarf. ^_^

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/profile_voldemort.jpg">[ Profile_voldemort.jpg ]</a>

An attempt at Voldemort ...

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/sleep.jpg">[ Sleep.jpg ]</a>

Harry and his godfathers ( ^_~ ).

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/strange.jpg">[ Strange.jpg ]</a>

Eh ... tried to do something ... Harry came out nicely ... Hermione doesn't look like herself and I hardly even tried Ron ... <_<;

<a href="http://www.liquid2k.com/prince_of_pixies/voldemort.jpg">[ VOldemort.jpg ]</a>

Lord Voldemort. Wheee ...

Comments/Flames/Criticism welcome. ^_^

Saturday, July 27th, 2002

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Subject:I have finally finished ...
Time:7:58 pm.
Mood:in awe.
... that fanfic, "I Am Lord Voldemort". It has been about two and a half days and I had finished reading all twenty-six chapters within the time. Wow. I highly, highly reccommend the fanfic to Harry Potter fanatics, especailly those who are fond of the darker side of the series. ^_^ I will be writing feedback to the author in a little bit.

All I did today was sleep and read, as I did the previous weekend. ^_o;; Well, no ... I did draw a bit today, in which most of the drawing involved Tom Riddle/Lord Voldemort. ^^;; ::scratches her head:: I'll scan them later today.

Friday, July 26th, 2002

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Subject:::blinks:: ...
Time:3:33 pm.
I have found Tom Riddle/Lord Voldemort to my liking lately ... o_o;; After reading that fanfic, "I Am Lord Voldemort" ( I have not read all of it yet, however ... I am on Chapter 16 or 17 ... there are twenty-six in total. ), my opinion on Lord Voldemort has been altered significantly. Harry-san is going to have a fit ...

^_^;;; In fact, I have been becoming rather fond of several villains. Without them, the story just ... falls apart and become terribly dull. >_>; However, this does not mean I dislike Harry, Sirius, and Remus. ^__^ ::hugs them to death::

Also, I love characters who are both good and evil, like Nny ( Johnny the Homicidal Maniac ), for instance. He is ... well, homocidal. Killing is sinful, even if the victim is a jerk. Then again, he is against conformists and those who discriminate others because of their differences. ^_^ Vasquez sure creates some interesting characters ...

o_ô I post about the most random and insignificant things, I swear ... ignore me. >_>;;

Thursday, July 25th, 2002

(Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Subject:How interesting ...
Time:8:29 pm.

I am reading a very captivating, deep, and heartwrenching fanfic about Tom Marvolo Riddle's past and how he came to detest Muggles with a passion. Veddy insightful. If you want to rea dit, visit the fics and go to "I Am Lord Voldemort". *-*;

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Time:3:36 pm.
Life sucks, laa laa laa ...

I am so tired of being such a weakling, pleading for forgiveness from everyone. When someone upsets me, they do not apologize but expect me to come begging for mercy ... then they decide to say, "I'm sorry." Then we hug, we kiss, we live happily ever after. I admit that I, as a human being, make errors constantly but it seems like when others do something to harm my feelings, I just don't matter until I turn weak and apologize to them. I hate doing that. I hate being less dominant than other people. It feels like they're taking me for granted or something. I do it, though, because the person who hurt me is a dear friend of mine and I do not want to maintain an argument with her/him. Gah ... I'm talking nonsense, ne? :/

Anyways ... ignore this entry. Anger makes me write weird things. Bless those who endure my shit.

I end this entry with a line from "Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets". No reason, really ... >_>;; I just like it, I 'spose.

If this is dying, Harry thought, it's not so bad. // Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

(1 vomiting robot ---Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Time:1:28 pm.
Mood:hurt, heartbroken, crushed..
::chews on a cigarette since she can't play with matches::

Wednesday, July 24th, 2002

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Time:10:41 pm.
Mood: sore.
... from Chapter Nineteen of "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban". ^_^

"I assume that's why you didn't tell me, Sirius?" he said casually over Pettigrew's head.

"Forgive me, Remus," said Black.

"Not at all, Padfoot, old friend," said Lupin, who was now rolling up his sleeves. "And will you, in turn, forgive me for believing you were the spy?"

"Of course," said Black, and the ghost of a grin flitted across his gaunt face. He, too, began rolling up his sleeves. "Shall we kill him together?"

"Yes, I think so,"said Lupin grimly.

- Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

*^^* And they two beat the stuffing out of Peter Pettigrew. The end! Okay, they didn't. He deserves it, though ...

Anyways, I loved the nineteenth chapter in this book; you could actually feel the connection between Remus and Sirius. It is, in spite of the presence of Pettigrew, heartwarming and you just know there was definitely an association behind the two that felt more than that of a couple of friends -- to me, anyways. ^_^;;

Okie ... ::ends the pointless entry::

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Subject:My updates have been scarce recently ...
Time:5:22 pm.
Mood: content.
... >_o;;

::sighs:: I can't believe summer's already almost over ... :/ I don't want to return to school ... -_-;; Nyeh.

Today, I was mighty hyperactive ... o_o; Then, Mum arrived home early ... >_<;; So, I had to log offline; that was the cause of my absence. I napped, I read the fourth Harry Potter book ... according to Mar, the fifth book is due next summer. > >;; Why must you torment me so, J.K. Rowling?! XP Hopefully ( Most likely, rather. ^_^ ), the fifth installment shall be as ensnaring and captivating as its predecessors were. *-*;; ::cough:: I hope that Remus Lupin ( And Sirius Black. ^_~ He was in the fourth book, though; he -has- to be in the fifth. ) will make an appearance in it. Either those two lovely men or more Tom Marvolo Riddle, but even if none of the listed to be included, I will still be more than willing to read it. J.K. Rowling has such a talent for writing. *-*;; She isn't human! XP Anyways ...

Today was not bad, I 'spose. ^_^ I worry for Mar and Sammi, though ... they don't seem to be having a very good day ... hope they're alright. <:T

Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002

(1 vomiting robot ---Meega, na la QUEESTA!)

Time:2:21 pm.

Which Harry Potter Marauder Are You?

Yay! Remus is awesome. ^_^ "Moony" is a nickname for him, for those who don't know. ^^

We ran out of Pepsi ... ::groans::

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